season 2,episode 7
RIGHT UNDER OUR NOSE..
have u guys ever wondered who r da ppl dat u can trust? ppl who u trust to say everything n anything..ppl who u cud depend on if u need advise,help,moral support or js a hearing ear? some of us will say yeah,we have those kinda ppl..their wat we call 'friends'..but ever wondered if they felt da same way? wud they trust u to tell u everything n anything? wud they turn to u if they need advise,help or somethin like dat..wud da ppl u turn to for help feel da same bout u?
growing up as a teenager in high school wuzn't easy for me,i wuz a social reject who always wanted to fit in wit da happening group..i wanted it so bad i didnt mind gettin teased or bullied. n durin those times i had a few frens who wud listen to me,gimme advise..but i always wondered if anyone felt da same for me..last nite i made dat discovery..n it came from da last person who i tot wud say it..i trust dis guy cuz to me he seems like da best (n at times da only person) to talk to bout my prob's,but i never tot dat he trusted me as much too..he tells me his probs n we somehow always solve it..its ironic,we got our own prob's but were helping the other one out wit his prob..
it really touched me wen he said dat out of all his frens,he realised dat i wuz one of those dat always stood behind him..i wuz always there wen he looked back,i wud b there to say 'i got ur back',not to sound gay or anythin but i wudn't trade u for any price or anythin dude..i cant believe he said dat..i wuz like 'KO PEGI BALIK SEKARANG'..honestly i never expect him to trust me as much as i trust him..y? cuz we didnt hang out dat much wen we were in high school,i wuz always not allowed to go out as often so we didnt hang out dat much so not much bonding la(bonding? O_o) but somehow he stil treat me da same..now is dat frenship or wat..
all dis while i've been lookin for a fren dat trust me as much as i trust him..but all awhile dat fren wuz right under my nose..thanks for being there for me dude,n u know i always got ur back..
Ok i think i better stop..dis is startin to sound really gay.. im fellin all mushy inside edy..
n in case u forgot,dis is hazman =D
