Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Former Enemy Turn Brother
season 2 episode 8

ironic how life can turn a person you once hated with every ounce of anger you had into a close friend.

hazman dani was a guy i barely knew.when i entered form 4 i was stuck in the same class with him.honestly speaking at first glance he seemed an okay person but he was a very undermeaning and bluntly put a person who looks down on your weakness.

i hate people who look down on me and i try to make it a point to prove to them that i have my own strengths.

growing up with hazman was at first a very painful and hurtful step in my life.we never got along and yeah there were always misunderstandings between us.there were a few painful things he said to me.

one day he went too far.my mother and father had a fight the night before and i was very emotional about the said topic.

i had a small arguement with hazman.he said the most painful thing i have ever heard.

hazman;"at least my parents love me"

after he said that you could guess what happened.an all out war broke out.chairs flying through the air and yeah tempers were flaring.

now the question you have got to ask is

HOW IN FUCKS' NAME DID WE BECOME CLOSE??????

until today i swear i don't know exactly.

life is too short to holster such grudges.

i mean to be frank i would never have thought i would be hanging out in AC with this guy and truthfully said i am going to miss him when he goes to johor in july.

anyways

here's to you my friend

thanks for the support

and no i ain't going to call you friend

from now on i am going to call you something i should have called you a long time ago

and that is brother

Harris


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

season 2,episode 7

RIGHT UNDER OUR NOSE..

have u guys ever wondered who r da ppl dat u can trust? ppl who u trust to say everything n anything..ppl who u cud depend on if u need advise,help,moral support or js a hearing ear? some of us will say yeah,we have those kinda ppl..their wat we call 'friends'..but ever wondered if they felt da same way? wud they trust u to tell u everything n anything? wud they turn to u if they need advise,help or somethin like dat..wud da ppl u turn to for help feel da same bout u?

growing up as a teenager in high school wuzn't easy for me,i wuz a social reject who always wanted to fit in wit da happening group..i wanted it so bad i didnt mind gettin teased or bullied. n durin those times i had a few frens who wud listen to me,gimme advise..but i always wondered if anyone felt da same for me..last nite i made dat discovery..n it came from da last person who i tot wud say it..i trust dis guy cuz to me he seems like da best (n at times da only person) to talk to bout my prob's,but i never tot dat he trusted me as much too..he tells me his probs n we somehow always solve it..its ironic,we got our own prob's but were helping the other one out wit his prob..

it really touched me wen he said dat out of all his frens,he realised dat i wuz one of those dat always stood behind him..i wuz always there wen he looked back,i wud b there to say 'i got ur back',not to sound gay or anythin but i wudn't trade u for any price or anythin dude..i cant believe he said dat..i wuz like 'KO PEGI BALIK SEKARANG'..honestly i never expect him to trust me as much as i trust him..y? cuz we didnt hang out dat much wen we were in high school,i wuz always not allowed to go out as often so we didnt hang out dat much so not much bonding la(bonding? O_o) but somehow he stil treat me da same..now is dat frenship or wat..

all dis while i've been lookin for a fren dat trust me as much as i trust him..but all awhile dat fren wuz right under my nose..thanks for being there for me dude,n u know i always got ur back..

Ok i think i better stop..dis is startin to sound really gay.. im fellin all mushy inside edy..

n in case u forgot,dis is hazman =D
season 2 episode 6
Lonely thoughts

When ure alone,have u ever wonder if there's somebody who thinks bout u?If there's somebody who feels alone and tht person might be thinking bout the same thing. Most of the time,ill be alone and wondering if i still have my closest friends with me whenever i need them,whenever i need a company,whenever i suffer,whenever im down and whenever i needed somebody.Im wondering if i look back,will i see them standing right behind me and hear them say "dont worry,i got ur back".Coz i knw,when they need me,ill always be there for them.

Now,i value my friends even more.Im afraid to lose them,each n every one of them tht had brighten up my day in every dif ways.I'll never trade those times with anything.

There are billions n billions of ppl who is living out there but sometimes we just need ONE to make us feel better,to make us feel alive,to make us feel tht we are safe,to take all the pain tht is causing us.We just need ONE.

chee keat.

Monday, May 28, 2007

The Fine Art Of Stabbing Backs
season 2 episode 5

Remember when you were in school.You would have these group of friends who would have your back and never say anything about you and always be supportive of your desicions.You can't classify these set of people as friends these special set of people are called brothers.People you wished were actually related to you.People you love and care about.

But what would happen if this special brotherly bond was broken??? Is the friendship once had a faded memory ????

I am not saying this is happening to me but it is happening to my friend.Promises of friendship broken by backstabbing and the good ol' fashioned talking behind the back routine.It is natural for a human being to change his persona from time to time normally influenced by the environment.Roughly said it is in our nature to adapt ourselves in an alien environment.This being said it is only a matter of time before the change surfaces onto ourselves.

Change can be a double edge knife.Simply said change can be a good thing or a bad thing.Brotherly bonds are tainted by a simple change of attitude or a harsh exchange of words.True friends are some of the hardest people to find in the world.Keep your friends close because aside from your family they are basically your support.
Out of all seriousness i just wanna say to my friend facing this problem.Those has been friends of yours are just stupid fucks.Not worth a single ounce of crap.Find new friends that will stick by you.Not friends who will fuck you over.

Harris
season 2..episode 4

Kenangan Terindah....

hey wats up ppl?..ok i wud like 2 agree wit ck,y izit only me,farouq,him n occasionally harris(his forgivven since he got his own blog..betrayer!!) dats updatin da blog?? wat is da blog not cool anymore for u other guys to write in? its a way 4 all of us to keep in touch wit each other,even tho we've went our separate ways(like me goin to Segamat,farouq in johor,harris n ck err..nvm)..

N wats wit dis talking bad behind our backs? u wanna say somethin u don like bout us js FREAKIN SAY IT FRONT OF US GOD DAMN IT..y must u tell other ppl behind our backs?like dats really gonna make any difference..make sense anot? i personally dont like to bad mouth ppl but sometimes wat goes around MUST come aorund.. like dis guy,wen he lepak wit me,he ok oni..we'll b jokin bout da stupidest things(depends on his mood oso la),tapi bila dia lepak ngan mamat sejiwa,serokok,sekereta dia..he do nothin but talk bout other ppl..i witnessed it..n were bad mouthin our own fren!! okla i did laugh oso cuz u cant help it wen its funny,but to start it n continue it? wat the fuck kinda fren r u man?

N another of my so called fren,he has some grudge against me..im not even sure he knows y? he js don like me..n wen i had a little accident wit one of his possesion,he emo wit me like i killed his beloved cat or somethin..n da thing dat pissed me off da most is i found out dat if it wuz someone else among us dat did it he wont b so pissed..im like fuck off..my true frens said(u guys know who u r) they dont like me know cuz i've grown up,i can actually stand up against them,im not da pushover i used to b..n i know y they dont tell me in front of my face y they don like me. its cuz they know i can fight back,i wont js keep quiet..i cant balas back..

Owh yeah a big thanks to harris for bringing our chat thingy back..
n yeah farouq i got over da girl d..now she is js another contact in my frenster list..lol..n btw bila aku bleh main game ko? im stil waitin (-_-)..

Haiz wat happen to da good ol' days in skool la..u know when we wud come to skool js to c da same faces we see every single god damn day js so we cud laugh our ass off..or wat happen wen we used to play football together durin pj..now i can js count my frens wit one hand,im talkin bout real frens,those who listen to my prob's n tell me thier prob's..trust me n most important doesnt BACKSTAB me..

Nowadays da world is full of actors la,ppl who hang out wit someone js cuz they benefit them in a way,or js cuz they wanna climb up the social ladder,i do dat sometimes too but at least i don backstab dat same person..i mean using him is bad enough but backstabbin him somemore??!!..its like biting da hands dat feeds u..

dats all i gotta say for now..peace out n think bout it la guys,who r u? who r ur frens? r u a fren who backstab's or r u one who actually give a shit bout them..wud u help them in their time of need or do u js expect them to do dat to u but u js treat them like somethin u find anyplace anytime..frens r easy to find,but finding one dat u can keep is hard..so wat have u done for ur fren today?

owh btww im hazman =D

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Winds Of Change

Episode 2 of Season 2 of OPJ and a bit of JB

Sounds rhymey,but like bapak cepat after episode1.

After that boring cliche kind of intro,this season unveils the newest and hottest couple me(Farouq) and Ck.Eh.Tiba-tiba lah pulak.The real hottest news is Harris(Huh) and his new gf Dira(harap betul eh bang),after all that bullshit with Farah,he is now happier with a new girl.Aku tak nak jadi orang tengah dah.Ck has some new choices coming along lah pulak(cat lah,penguin lah).Hazman is in the midst of forgetting a girl.Tahu-tahu jer lah siapa.Jason now looks like he can get a chick like that*snap*.Everyone dah banyak level up.Aku seorang jer susah.Takperlah aku level up pokemon aku lagi gempak.

People don't realize that a small event can really affect something.I guess this time away from our comfort zone that we call middle school will affect us like everyone.We are getting closer to our future lives and the time spent now will determine what will we do.We shall see whether eight everyday teens can stick to what they have been through.

FRIENDSHIP,LOVE AND LOYALTY.
Farouq(Nyuh-Huh)
alright,u guys are waiting for this
season two:episode one

cats n penguins

My name is ck,i'm currently just rotting in the house aftr i quitd my job.Don't ask why,im lazy to explain. As u all knw,i live in PJ n thts all about it.(aku taknak market diri aku ah) haha.
Farouq currently is living in Jb with his parents,he got a job. His job is to be his parent's driver,driving his bro-sis to school,atleast he's doing something rather than just rot in the house like tht somebody i just mentioned. (kutuk diri sendiri).kaka.. Hazman pulak got accepted in JB to do his a-lvls there,tp dier ni bangang skit,he doesnt wanna go there coz he wants to meet cool ppl.But after me n the guys talk to him,he's ok with it da. Jason poo now is studying in taylor's,aku malas nk lyn dier ni coz he doesnt wanna go out with us coz he got his new frens and all those work n stuff..

aku da malas.. farouq will continue from here..

Friday, May 04, 2007

hey yo ppl..how u guys doin..
today i return wit another funny story bout another funny day..haha..today i cleaned my room for da 1st time in 2 mth..damn my room is like a store man..so many junk..anyway dats not da fun part la..js wanted to write some bullshit so dat i cud make a nice pendahuluan =D..hehe..
ya so around 6 lidat i planned wit ck to go mcd near ac..so i ended up goin to skool cuz ck say he has 2 fetch his bro..so nvm ah i walk 2 skool..man its been a long time since i walk from my hse to skool..i flashback last if i wuz late 2 skool i wud walk da same route..suddenly while walkin memories start floodin back into my head..damn rindu wei..i remember last time we use to 'fly' dat way,or a more famous word la-'jumpalingam'...haha lolz..wen i got there i tot of seein some teachers since its teachers day but all i x kenal d,n they oso don recognise me d(big boy d..haha =D)..so i js wait 4 ck at bus stop wit his lil bro...man da bro look somethin like him,js not 'masak' yet..so its js me n his lil bro la sittin there at da busstop like 2 idiots..n he didnt know who i wuz..lagi la look like moron =!..den he came n we went to mcd..as usual la when we got there we'll buy fries n banana pie(i wonder when we'll tukar menu man,asyik banana pie je)..den we sat n start talkin la..i'll talk bout me goin to pahang or sunway,den he'll talk bout some girl he met at work..den we talk bout how to make money,wether work 1st better or study 1st..seroius talking la..dis is good talk man..den when pei yin came da seriousness cabut lari d..she came wearin BOXERS..haha damn funny wei,got some basketball pattern..n dats not da worse part..for da 3rd time berturut2 they wear da same shirt to go lepak..like damn secocok lidat..haha

ck : eh pey yin here d..oh shit(den he take his shirt n pull it up to cover his face)

p yin : (she saw him doin dis n said) ey..y u wear dis shirt?

ck : how i know u wearin da same shirt..i found dis in my hse..haha

p yin : y didnt tell me u wearin same shirt..

ck : ok ah next time if i go out wit u i wont wear dis shirt..

den we js makan 4 awhile den we walk 2 ac..when we got there we started playin pool..i versus pei yin 1st..haha i won..come to tink bout it..i wuz UNDEFEATED..UNDEFEATED BABY..haha gila berlagak..xpe aku suka..ko x suka xpe ah..hehe..got one match ck x puas cuz i masukkan all of my balls b4 he even put in one..he wuz like 'i no need to play meh'..so i give him chance n miss da black ball la..act i can win d..haha..but give chance ah..hehe..but it wuz fun ah,da 3 of us js play pool,share laughs(everytime pei yin miss da ball..haha..),share friuts..den after pool we played fusball..damn in this game ck owning like mad man..we play everytime someone score,da person who score stay..so ck stay like more den 10 times man..me n pei yin oni keep changin..damn embarrasin..haha..pei yin always spin da ball into her own goal..hahahah damn funny man..haha dne after dat we went back via pei yin dad..thanks alot ah uncle,if u can hear me la..

anyway guys its late n im tired n sleepy..so dis is it for now..sry ah but im not much of a story teller so there mite b some parts where i forgot n miss..other then dat js continue rocking on ur lives n da world ppl(im js talking crap now,explained by my sleepiness)..chiowwzz

hazman =D