By Naif
Before I start.......
if you still haven't notice the blog change because of a certain someone. But on the positive side, the blog looks more simpler and the writing is more clear to read. I got us back a new tagboard so that should be good.
To rest of the gang; PLEASE DONT MESS AROUND WITH THE TEMPLATES! Especially for those of you who have no idea what you're doing *cough cough*. Another thing, please don't post in huge fonts, "large" should be good enough.
And most of all.......
I've notice that SOMEONE was offended by what I wrote in the "Naif the Great" section. Truth be told, I knew it was going to hurt this particular person considering how peculiar she is about these things but I still wrote it out of spite. Of course, I do apologize.
But frankly speaking....
the fact that you took offence only made me have a more negative view on you. I know because if you didn't, then you wouldn't have wrote that thing in the tagboard (its gone when syark change the template). Can I tell you something: how you respond to a simple joke, criticism, a word of advice shows your true character.I know lah your smart, even smarter than me. Its obvious-to you everybody is wrong and you're the only one whose right. Everybody should agree with you because you're the only with some sense in this world. God, even I'm not that self centered! And coming from me, thats a huge statement!
Get ready cos I'm going to go all out..
the problem with you is that you have a self image problem. Insecurity apparently seems to be your biggest decease. You're also on a quest of self acceptance no matter how much you deny it. You see, you constantly want approval of the things you do, you want people to notice you. So what do you do? You act like this I-know-everything kind of girl and you have a I-don't-give-a-shit attitude. What you're actually saying is "notice me, love me". As individuals we will consistently act the way we see ourselves. What happens then is that you strongly believe this is your true character. This is who you are and this is who you want to be!
As a result....
you constantly find all the negative things in the world. You're a pessimist. You also became a bitch. Seriously, theres not a better word to put it. You nag, you complain, you have 24 hour PMS and you're emotional. You cant stand people who don't share the same views as you. You can't laugh at yourself and strongly feel that either laughter or criticism from others is a "put down" an effort to make you look bad. Admit it this is you!
When you do read all this....
you might be thinking that I'm actually describing myself and these are views from just ONE person. But you're wrong this may be my view of you, but it doesn't hide the fact that this it's YOUR character. You may criticize ME and all the bad things about me, but it still doesn't get rid of the fact you're the one with a serious (image) problem. And in my defence: seriously, I'm not THAT emotional. No don't feel sorry for me! Because I feel sorry for you!
I know what you're asking yourself...
so why did I try to go back to you all these years? Because I care. I care so much about you. And truth be told I actually fell in love back a lot of times since we broke up. But now, all these feelings have vanished......Into thin air if I might add. The thing is I just want you to change. Deep inside I know this isn't the real you. The real you is someone who cares, who is kind, who forgives everytime I made a mistake. Thats the girl I fell in love back then.
This also goes out to.....
all my friends who keep asking about me and this particular person lol. If you guys ever again ask, read back all the things I wrote here. PS: seriously no harm intended, its just word of advice k?
"Cricism may not be agreeablem but it is necesary. It fulfils the same function as pain in the human being. It calls attention to an unhealthy state of things"-
Winston Churchill PM of England during World War2
